September 17th, 2008

I can’t think of words that will exactly define how I feel right now. It’s just about me and my boring life,hehe!…I just want to share ….

I want to tell a dear friend that it’s not all bed of roses. We all have our share of miseries and pains. We can’t have everything, we will never be contented anyway. Life is what we make it, so they say. We can be happy if we want to… we shouldn’t depend our happiness to other people, we’ll just end up miserable.

Honestly, I also have issues that I can’t solve. It’s just that my thoughts last night were different. I realized that I have been dealing on these issues too long that I’ve forgotten how wonderful my life is..yet very simple, I have many reasons to smile about. Thre’s so much negativity in my heart because all I did was complain. Come to think of it, I didn’t bother to find ways to make ‘me’ a better me. Have you?

I received a message saying..”Life is not all the time about choices, it’s about making the right decisions”…I’ve decided to devote my time to my family, there were times that I want to break free but I still go back to the person I’ve decided to be. Sure there are other options but in my heart this is where I am truly Happy……so I am staying, only I have things to improve..and things to learn…and ACCEPT!!!!